Greatest woman on Earth!!

My background is still a bit uneasy to talk about but knowing what I survived I know I’m distended for greater. Growing up an angry child. Things like love, touch, affection, and everything you need to feel connected to the world, I had to learn for myself and was something I craved as a child. […]

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Lost at Sea

There were 2 men, Ryan & Jacob, who knew each other since they were knee high. Later in life becoming best friends both men liked to fish. A hobby picked up from Ryans father who use to take the boys fishing every Sunday, as to, it was his only day off to spend time with […]

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A Beautiful Sight

Have you ever seriously watched a women orgasm? The build up to the moment she finally lets go. Whether you help her or she uses toys. Self heater. Complaining of being cold, seconds later, body blanketed with warmth. I think women need to teach men how to touch them. Men are hunters. We find the […]

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Anal sex for men????

As we all know, I research everything and have a fascination with learning the reasons as to why. My latest research is “why do men turn gay?” And also what happens for that guy to switch sides. And why would straight guys let their female partners preform anal sex on them. Well in the anus. […]

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Part 1. The light of life

In a introverted world, I become man of the people. False king to peasant to knight. A pit of darkness all around, all hope is lost. Normally living in light, without knowing its source, I took advantage of its gratuity. Over worked and under appreciated, the light, I damaged its heart. Calls for help ignored […]

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Where to go?

Can we try one more thing, before we just call us friends? Is what and is still pending in my mind and in your messege box, waiting to be sent. Back and forth within myself, sad one minute then num the next. The end of this relationship caused you and I to hurt, but what […]

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Two Damaged Trees

I kinda feel the same, then it turns to an unsureity, then switches to a kind of sadness cause I really do care for her. Then it switchs again and Its a focus towards building my business. Then recycles over and over. I donl not desire another women at this point. I think this is […]

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Here I am, getting my life back on track. Im finally enrolled in college for Massage Therapy at Ivy Tech. The excitement I feel is real. From the devastating break up, high nicotine consumption, and deep isolation. I think I was smoking maybe a black n mild a day. I use to be angry at […]

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November 28th 2018

Today is not a good day. My depression has definitely set in. Since becoming aware. I can feel it surfacing days prior to its apperence. I feel weighted down. I wanted to network today for my mobile massage business. You know, find some events happening I could go to or get involved in. Get pricings […]

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LOVE It was my senior year of high school. Like everybody else I was ready to graduate. Walking around like, fuck this school. I tell you what. I made sure as shit to take all my hardest classes first, so I could coast through my senior year. I took a Human and child development class […]